exhaustion

I occasionaly feel it really hard to cope with gravity. It sounds stupid, but actually mal-transition of bones due to the inappropriate balance of muscles, therefore affected by it, gives me so much pain and disgust and it irritates the hell out of me. All I can do is just stay still and try not to mind it. I need a strong brain-washing now. What kind of magical potion will you offer me? I'll pay as much as I can. I hear that many people are likely to depend on the so-called spiritual world and that quite a few don't hesitate to buy the items such as gem, power stone, paperscreen or anything like that. Whenever I hear the news that some people get indicted on the charge of faud for selling those things at a fancy price, I cannot help but think that those who buy them never hit the idea that they might have been cheated. They can be happy as long as they are convinced of its power. All of us can get happy when we're sure what we have done. So give me a wonderful potion you can persuade me into purchasing, if there is any.