ten things i wish to do before i die

1: say thanks and good-bye to my close friends
2: hold Gin in my arms
3: get as many kisses as possible from Ushio
4: eat the best sushi in the world
5: eat cheese
6: travel
7: sleep without any pain and anxiety
8: sing
9: speak a foreign language like a native
10: unknown

Well, I wish I still have many days to survive, but I may as well say beforehand that I've already lost much of my energy.

まあ、まだまだ、というのと、まあ、もういいか、というののせめぎあい。何をしたいかって考えて、何ができるかって考えて、何もできないやって思って、とりあえず寝る。